Paradoxical

January 26, 2009

I’m such a paradox.

I’m masochistic, I wear black, I dance to Jonas Brothers songs for nostalgic effects in my old jazz shoes. I paint my nails black, with metalic undertones. I sew. My walls are covered with pop culture and fashion photographs, and added sharpie effects; moustaches, clown faces, explicits, cartoon show references. I study for AP classes while drinking tea. I do all of my own laundry, and I never clean my room.

I’m creative. I’m bipolar. I’m easily upset, and easily settled. I cry. I grin. I giggle. I sneak out of my house, and break into others’. I stay up late. I wake up late. I make all of my own food, and I don’t eat meat.

I’m calm, I’m insane.

I love you. I hate you.

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